Disillusioned

Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was. (quote)

Depression is making everything seem so ugly. Reality turns dark & smelly.
I need to see things beautifully again.
I need to feel happy.

I want to be in love again.

Please take away the hurt

Happily ever after

I used to think you were my happily ever after,
but now I am not so sure.
I am 26 years old. I need this.
Or do I?

Where has my integrity gone?
Love weakens principles, banishes hope & slays confidence.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever. (Quote)

Everyone wants to "improve" me

Frustrated because I know this doesn't feel right.
Mad because I don't trust in myself anymore.
Upset because I need you to understand.
Sad because you don't.
Angry because this should never have happened.
Aggravated because I have to change myself.
Disappointed because you want me to.

For my own good.

Stopped

I wonder which will make my heart feel better right now... that you do not really care or that you will eventually stopped.

Quotes (pain)

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?